Obstacles In The Way

To recap on my week, in the space of only 5 days i've gone from formulating a new plan, to questioning what i've been doing, to letting emotions run wild to KNOWING that I am doing exactly what I need to be doing to shift this weight and regain my life! That's how I feel. And it makes me wonder if I didn't "need" this obstacle to come up this week, just to remind me that I am on the right path to success.

I rang and cancelled my appointment today, I didn't give a reason and just said no when she asked me if I wanted to reschedule my appointment! Contours (at this point in time) is not for me! I'm seeing a lower number on my scales than what i've seen for a VERY long time, my size 18 pants are starting to feel loose, I got up at 4.30am this morning and jumped on my treadmill - I feel like a definite challenge was thrown at me this week and I passed it with flying colours, it's a great feeling!

I know I have a lot of demons to fight but I also know that only I can battle them - one at a time! I HATE that I don't have enough time to read blogs and forums some days and that's a big focus for me, because I find so much motivation in other people's journeys - one thing is for sure, I don't want to look back in 5 years from now and feel like i'm still treading water, trying to succeed and failing in the process. This WILL be the last time I become a Weight Watchers members and with 9.8kgs already gone it's just going to get better from here.